HermitSperg691
Banned
I rather have a job right now to fund my gaming and computer habits. Then I rather not go through all the I guess psychology levels of bullying again. Besides schizophrenia(disorganized thoughts and overall terrible cognitive functions) THAT I needed medication to bring me back down and clear some of my thoughts. I also had an issue where one part of my brain was fighting another and it was impossible for me to stop it. I had hallucinations in late 2019 and early last year. Last year the doctor started injecting me with I think a mix of medications for a few months and holy shit I was in the bed for two months sweating and it impossible for me to do anything. It felt like my mind was being released though. Right now I'm better and closer to being back to normal. It's impossible for me to tell you how close. I'm getting there.
Here are a few things about me. I don't care for sports, I don't want a house, I care nothing for cars or any vehicle and I don't want to own one. Also I don't need to be driving. If there was public transportation where I live I never have a car. I don't want kids, and I don't want a girlfriend/wife. I'm married to Zoloft and my gaming PC and it's a pretty good relationship. Video games and computers are all I care about. I don't do or want any of the normal things in life. For some reason people don't comprehend that and go straight to bullying me. I spend 99% of my time on the computer. I use to ignore everybody around me while I was on the computer at one point when I was a teenager.
I'm keeping it short. I don't want a TL;DR situation.
Here are a few things about me. I don't care for sports, I don't want a house, I care nothing for cars or any vehicle and I don't want to own one. Also I don't need to be driving. If there was public transportation where I live I never have a car. I don't want kids, and I don't want a girlfriend/wife. I'm married to Zoloft and my gaming PC and it's a pretty good relationship. Video games and computers are all I care about. I don't do or want any of the normal things in life. For some reason people don't comprehend that and go straight to bullying me. I spend 99% of my time on the computer. I use to ignore everybody around me while I was on the computer at one point when I was a teenager.
I'm keeping it short. I don't want a TL;DR situation.
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