Am afraid OP, you have not given it a proper chance, going by what you played on it in your post.
No Ori, Psychonauts 2, Gears 5 etc. Or other gems available on gamepass.
It feels like as if you don't want to like it or keep it.
In such mental state, I say sell it and get some help for your medical condition.
Actually played ori and gears, still feel the same way.
Ori is too cheesy for me, i prefer something more straightforward and less ambitious like steamworld, rayman origins, or whatever. Didn't like Metroid Dread either.
I don't think any other series in existence fits the "frat boy" stereotype as perfectly as gears...
Psychonauts 2.. i couldn't finish the first game, I want to before i play the second.. so i dunno if I'll play the second.
Like i said in my op the only reasons i have for keeping it are red Dead redemption 1, and the chance that i might get the emulation bug again.
To say i don't want to like it is probably a bit inaccurate, I've been disappointed by how the number of exclusive games xbox has added to their stable since i last owned a 360 in 2010, that i want to play, can be counted on one hand. I wanted to be buying access to a new galaxy of gaming, and I didn't get that.
I mentioned being interested in future releases by Bethesda, but as i said i don't trust them to deliver truly great games anymore, and there's no telling when they'll come.
Finally, when they DO come, I plan to have a new laptop by then which will certainly be better for them.